So it’s the end of December again, and I have yet again not utilized the time I had to do all the things I had planned to do in 2014. My goals have taken a back seat and I am still in the same seat I was a year ago. Nothing achieved, nothing gained. Okay, perhaps not so bad (maybe I’m being a little dramatic), I have grown spiritually and found myself (slightly) but its nothing to write home about.
Its been a tough year for me, I have trouble letting go of all that has influenced and been a part of my tough experiences. Every year I make a vow to myself that I will make a dramatic change in my lifestyle, wether it is to see friends and get out more often, start a hobby, read more or to live a more active and healthier lifestyle, I always seem to let myself down, put up that white flag and fail to commit.
When the year is nearly over, I ask myself; there are 365 days in year, why is it so difficult?
I am certain that some of you may relate; We hold on, and we wont let go, we set ourselves up for disappointment and tell ourselves that we cannot achieve.
I want to read this in a couple of years, look back and be proud of my achievements, therefore I have created a 5+ year goal plan. I believe in the famous “law of attraction” : If you put it out into the universe, it will present to you. These goals I have set are realistic, and as hard as it may seem in this day and age, it is not out of reach.
I want to start a new hobby (watch this space), begin my part time studies, make time to see friends, go out and see this beautiful city we live in, show my kids what adventure is all about; to feel free, to be a carefree kid and make the most wonderful memories. Living healthy, and feeling fresh is a good way to start.
I am ready to let go of all the hurt and anger I carried around with me in 2014, I no longer wish to entertain these emotions. I want to be in control of my state of mind, and do things that make my soul happy.
So with another year approaching, I am optimistic, for it is yet again another chance to get it right!
Pick up your pens, make that list, create a goal plan for (it doesn’t matter how big, or how small) and watch your life unfold.
I am looking forward to next year, and in fact, the rest of my life! I am excited for this new journey!
This is going to be our year !!
What does 2015 have in store for you?